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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

We Are Under Attack!!!!!!

The headlines read : Kick the Bottle. Damn..just when i was looking forward to boozing real soon with the guys...after the "no smoking" campaign now this...We know la alcohol in "excessive" amounts are bad la...But we only do that sometimes *wink *wink....as long is everyone drives and gets back safe it all ends well...i know everytime its time to go i pray that my partners in crime get back in one piece..thats why i always have to ask wether there are ok enough to drive...ive been lucky, we all have been cos we r always safe and i trust my buddies to get me n their assess back in one piece...love them to bits...

then there is another shocker in the news today...this really shows the mentality of our goverment la..seriously..its damn bloody stoopid! they are trying to get cinemas to play our national anthem "Negaraku" before a movie starts, u know when they show movie trailers and all...shit wei...they are not forcing the cinemas to do it but ENCOURAGING them to do so...like duh...u think the cinemas wont do it? everyone will kow-tow to the government la..TGV Cinemas general manager said he will be pleased to do so...eeeee...at least the GSC guy said something sensible..he said that they screen many shows in a day n hoped that it wont affect the screenings and more importantly i think belittle the anthem itself...u think any Malaysian will want to get up their sorry asses and sing or even stand straight for that matter..im sure everyone will be talking and busy eating or even making out!!! as for me i know i wont be rushing to the cinema thinking shit la im missing some trailer..id rather go in time for the movie than to have to listen to the anthem blaring!!!! seriously by playing the anthem in cinemas u r not getting Malaysians to respect or even remember it, u r getting them to hate it!! i think there is a certain time n place for national anthems but it sure as hell isnt in the cinemas for crying out loud!!

what the hell is happening to Malaysia?

What is Your Star Wars Horoscope?



You can be cruel and torment people who disagree with you.Deep down, there is a peace-loving, friendly side to you.You have a knack for inflicting pain on people and use your intellect during battle.Star wars character you are most like: Darth Vader

it is confirmed...to go to the Dark Side i am...does this mean i should give up Yoda-ism? never, never!!!
ok la sometimes i can be cruel...but now...im changing...learning certain things about me self...n how not to dwell on the lil things:) may be one day i can come back to the Jedi Order...but then again the Dark Side is kinda sexy...yohooo!!!
im losing it.


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Monday, May 30, 2005

Mental Note

When it comes to men, deal with them as they are, not how i'd like them to be...

Bo's Da Man

Harold Bo Bice!!!!



Im so angry that he didnt win.. .American's must be deaf or something...They picked the country gal with heart n screaming voice over the southern rocker with soul? they must be crazy..but then again it is almost certain that he will score major record deals n i'll one of the first to buy it:) I really dont know what they saw in Carrie besides a sweet farm gal..no doubt la she can make in country music cos of her origin and the country twang in her voice. But to me, Bo was defintely THE American Idol..im guessing Americans dont really favour rock stars who are versatile...



I mean cmon la..just by watching him on stage u see a star who is already made..he owns the stage...bloody damn good performer n hellavu sexy:)
i gotta admit he did seem more nervous than Carrie but like Simon said that showed how much the competiton meant to him..how much singing means to him.

but i know he is definitely gonna make a record with Clive Davis who is one of the best producers ever. Imagine him n Sugar Money(his band) cutting a record with him...they could only dream of it a few months ago!
Speaking of his band, you can check out their website at http://sugarmoney.net/index.asp

its so cute cos at the info site on their gigs it was posted
"Sugar Money will not play Live again until Bo returns"
its good that they are really supportive of him..well hey they are gonna benefit from this anyways:)



its kinda sexy too cos he is no goody two shoes kinda guy:) He was busted twice; for marijuana possession, public intoxication, and possession of drug paraphernalia and possesion of cocaine......but he pleaded guilty and joined this drug rehab thingy..notty Bo! down right rocker to the core:) its nice knowing he has a Dark Side since im being drawn into the realm of darkness too..

doesnt he look like a Sith Lord to u in this pic?:)



ROCK ON BO!!!!!




"Because Live Music Matters"- Bo Bice



"You can sit there all day and talk about it, but you'll never know if you don't give it shot. Spending life, questioning life, is a waste of life."- John Cooper: Bassist / Vocals of SugarMoney

Love Actually

i recently had a sleep over at my best frens place..we talked n talked about anything and evrything..u know how gals are..we are interesting creatures thats what we are:)

anyway we watched this movie, "Love Actually" cos she absolutely loved it..it was a very sweet movie..its shows different kinds of love..
"The characters are falling in love, falling out of love, some are with right people, some are with the wrong people, some are looking to have an affair, some are in the period of mourning; a capsule summary of reality. Love begins and love ends. They flirt a lot. They are all flirting with love. At all ages and social levels.. love is the theme."

Love between pornstars, the prime minister and his aide, a small kid and his first crush or as her calls it "the one"....an old rocker who is climbing back up the charts after battling his old heroin addiction is the funniest..his song sucks and he admits he...amazingly it tops the charts....then there is a guy desperate to have sex and believes that in order to do that, he should go to America because he thinks that American women will like him for being British cos of his cute accent!!!...but the one i loved the most was this guy in love with his best frens wife..it had the cutest twist...this was the best scene..cos i realised that sometimes even though u are not loved in return the way u want to be, as long as u love the person and he or she knows it, its enough....





its a heart felt movie...well if ur in that part in ur life where love is hurting u may be it aint that advisable cos i whacked my fren after the movie cos i was left feeling like shit!!! but it is nice la...the movie n whacking my fren...
its so weird this emotion called LOVE..cos its the mother of all other emotions...sadness, pain,joy,jealousy, happiness, loneliness,...ill never really understand it..i cant control it...i guess we just have to surrender to it just like they did in the movie..

in the end i guess it left me feeling fuck the "Fuck Love" theory...i always have and still do believe in love..cos like the first line in the movie said "love is all around"....eventhough it hurts...


Love quotes :

"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; But sometimes it is letting go."-Hermann Hesse

"The richest love is that which lasts through time apart to someday be together."-Anonymous

"The course of true love never did run smooth."-William Shakespeare

"If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours"-Anonymous

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Part time Flasher?

I had to write bout this..was just reading the papers...yes yes im at work but reading the papers..im too free...anyway lets not side track like i always do...i always do that. start a topic then jump to another one ....go on n on...then come back...its a girl thang...shit im doing it again:)

anyway the point of the blog is...the headline of the news reads "Be alert for Dirty Darth Vader, factories urged". apparently theres a guy dressed as Darth Vader who flashed bout 15 women at a bus stop in nilai!!! and flashed someother factory workers not much later...police havent caught the guy...he may be in hiding...but im guessing he will be easy to spot since he is dressed as Darth Vader and all:) Police think he may be some crazy person..well like duh! But maybe... just may be, all he wanted to do is show off his light saber...it glows!!!! May be its a recruitment stunt to get people to the dark side...its a ploy to disillusion women to join the dark side...after all its damn bloody long...it glows and it makes that buzzing sound that gets u feeling all warm and fuzzy inside...not to mention all turned on baby!!!

damn feel like a traitor to my master Yoda...but the dark side is calling me...im in a dillema....

Tatataratititi....tatatatratititi

Watched star wars again last nite...bloody 12.10am wei...obviously i fell asleep a few times in between the shaking of a coke in front of my face every 5 minutes!!! mt fren checked to see wether i was sleepin and to his amazement me n my fren next to me were asleep! dont get me wrong. i absolutely loved the movie! i cried too...hehe..typical of me getting emo...but last was too sleepy to get all emo:) creid at the part where Obi Wan n Anakin were fighting and then he got his limbs chopped off near the larva...the lines was what got me!
but the ultimate line in the movie was from Master Yoda himself. seriously, i felt he was talking to me...yes yes laugh all u want but seriously it gave me a light bulb moment. its was from the scene when Anakin went to seek advice from Yoda.."Train urself to let go of everything u fear to lose"... thats so true for me...and i guess i gotta learn to let go of certain things...n if they come back to me then ill know for sure...After i watched it the first, i couldnt help but indulge in some Yoda-ism of myself...love the way he talks..its grammatically Yodally correct:) oh yeah there was this guy with a light saber in the theatre...a blue one mind u...that he switched on at the end of the movie so it glowed in the dark(the first time i watched it)....everyone had a good laugh. some people go really all out i guess...my fren said im becoming a true star wars fan cos Yoda talked to me...ok la ok la .."i" felt he talked to me!!
What he said was true for me too...i really wanna watch the last 3 episodes now.
haha i got the ones with the special effects and someone is jealous!!! if he only would asked nicely...hai...its so easy:)
i actually had this dream of a space craft that came n took me n my frens away for a while...we were conducting some telepathic communication with the outer world..it was so cool...cant really describe it much here...but if u see me in person i mite go on n on...n we all know I can:)
ok i bet the title of the blog is a bit blurry to most of u...its actually a part of a song created by this lil gal who joined a competition on Traxx FM if im not mistaken...the callers had to sing the the Star Wars movie theme...damn bloody funny...my fren n i were in stitches...
ah yes that drive brings me to the big question "are women good navigators?"...i have too agree not as good as men in general...but some women are..like me for instance...n i dont get ant credit for it:( i wonder why?

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Testing testing

this is my second blog...the first one is crap plus eveytime i try to post something there are bound to be errors!!! so this is like a trial post...if this blog screws up to, im giving up blogging(if there is such a word)!!!

just finished watching oprah...yes yes im a fan but i aint fanatic! there was a group of women arguing whether they should be "Super-Moms" or "Super-Wives"... some lady wrote an article on how women these days undergo this transition once they have kids...they lose their identity as wives and hop on the bus to total motherhood!!! husbands are neglected and divorce rates go up. well the supermoms say wat they are doing is rite. n thats husbands should wait their turn to be loved!! wtf? n their turn only comes whenthe mom decides, or when the kid turns 11, 18 , 21...whichever age the moms let go.
the supermoms aint doing a great job either if u ask me...they dont even love their husbands, when in reality the primary rship was the marriage between the 2 in the begining!!!
they were saying that they were having less sex but some feel their husbands should understand....n should wait till the moms willingly devote less time to their kids...thats sad cos its like sex is a chore and it seems like only the men are into sex!!! cmon! no wonder men get sick n leave or wander of...women are too busy being mothers and not wives...yes priorties change but it doesnt mean u scarifice ur husband!!! and all the lines like " i try n give him all the sex he needs" is crap...have all the sex in the world cos U want to as well not like ur doing him a big favour...if he needed a favour he has other means....

i guess its wrong to raise ur kids thinking that they are the center of their mother's universes. they should see love between the parents that should in fact give them security...over-mothering is bad too...let the husband have some space for fathering...fathering...thats such a sexy trait... well at least for me...

the women were also condemning the writer cos she said she loves her husband more than her kids. i feel the love between the two is different...i will love my husband romantically and obviously have the maternal instnct to love my kids....n continue to love both esp my husband cos i fell in love with him and had the kids with him!!

well hopefully im as passionate as this when i actually get married...more importantly when i do have kids...

all i know is that my husband is damn lucky bastard:)